1/10/09

intake:

b: special k (120)

l: rice cake (28) cracker (18)

d:  rice (300) big of choc mouse (to please my mum) (100)

total: 564

that will do. :) i don't feel like im losing weight atall but i spose i just have to keep trying with the low intakes! and i need to buy some more scales that are accurate! at the end of the month i will weigh myself on some accurate scales :)

i don't know if im seeing greg tomorrow. he wants a big johns and he is being unreasonable and things between us have changed :(

xxxxxx

not in the best of moods. My day has been a ld of crap and Greg is bein a ld of crap atm too. tbf i went cinema with pete nd he paid so tht ws gurdd thts bout it.

Intake:

b: special k (120)

bout 4 spoonfulls of ice-cream (damn greg)- (70)

l: half of an apple turnover (100)

handful of special k (30)

d: rice (250)

special k (160)

total: 660.

ppffttt.

tbf i am homealone and when im starving nd fuked off its easier to eat and i could have binged but i didn;t well i did kinda.

im sick of trying so hard to lose weight only to find tht my boobs r smaller, ( as if they wernt small enough anyway~) and my tummy is still big.

xx

3:36pm.

Didn't go to the cinema, cus annas cuz is ill. Instead, i did sooo much walking!!! walked to Anna's (30mins) walked with Anna to solihull (15mins), walked round solihull and then walked Anna to her cousins (30mins ther, 30 mins back!) only to find out that she left her purse in my bag!! haha so i walked bk to her cousins thn bk 2 soli thn back home (30mins) did a bit of shopping too and saw a old friend Mark :)

Intake: 0.

=]

seeing Greg later. gd dayy todayy im pleased hehe! tomorrow:

b: cereal

l: nothing

d: rice cake maybe. idk depends how i go!

please do commentt and support me! and i'll do the same :)

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29/09/09

Heyaa :)

It's really been ages since i've been on this, which as you have guessed it means ive ate like a pig :( not good. alots been happening. i have a new bf called greg who i love to bits, but i'm still good friends with karl :)

as far as food goes, my ultimate goal weight is 99lbs. i just would love being double figures instead of triple figures. For the past 9days i have ate under 300cals and exercised so thats not at all bad...all things considered i was on holiday last week in cyprus with all you can eat brekkie and dinner but i really restricted! reallyyy :)

just weighed myself and it came up as 110lbs. my scales are fukt up!!! im guessing im about 117lbs. but i dont kno cus of my damn scales!

fasting tomorrow... hopefully greg wont say anything and im off to the cinema with annaaa its so much easier fasting when im not at home.

commentsss pleaseee :)

Lv Jenny xxx

hya sorry its been ages. alots been happening really like splitting up with karl and getting back together again, my birthday, disciplinary at work. shit like tht really.

food isnt going well again!!grr!!!and its not going to get better until this bloody meal is over which is happening sat night with the whole family for my parents silver wedding anniversary lol great.

im stuck in this damn computer room at college waiting for karl and haz by myself with people walking in and out probably thinking wtf lol i hope they meet me im not sure how long to wait they said half 11 and its now 10 2 12. if it gets to 12 i just gna go fuck this!!!

college coursewrk is getting bad again. weve started new assignments and i havent even finished the old assignments lol and they all have to be in monday and im working the whole weekend and i cant get out of it because of the disciplinary.

im so confused about me and karl. about whether things are working and that really. we argue then its fine then we argue, its like that. he said he will change and make things better and then he made me upset again i guess i just have to do what is right for me. i do love him.

comments please!!!love you girlies :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx